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have you ever quit something before actually starting it? well I did. and it felt amazingly awesome!! I felt a rush of excitement running through my veins and I felt free... I felt like I am free from the rat race before starting to ever lasting run, before i got caught up in this chase for money and continuous borrowing of bits and pieces of time...
I worked only for five days. five! I am glad I am free... for now... but I hate the fact that I have to run back to the quest of getting a job... sadly one cannot survive other way today...
so here I am enjoying the moments of freedom like an escaped convict who sees the cops approaching. and they are getting closer... closer... closer...